When i was 14 i was addicted to porn I searched up more and more taboo stuff I started masturbating to 14 and 13 year olds cuz i thought it was taboo I think during that time i must have masturbated to an 11 year old once or twice I started doing more taboo stuff like sick stuff like masturbating to incest Maybe viewing that taboo porn has caused an association in your mind between those topics and sexual arousal, an association that wouldn't be there otherwise
If you don't have any inherent attraction to children, that association can almost definitely be reversed Just stay away from that material and stop stressing about it. A reader, anonymous, writes (30 december 2009) I just want to say i understand the pain associated with this I have just found out 10 months ago my husband of 11 years has been molesting my 15 year old sister (i have custody of) for 7 years I will be honest when the allegations came out i no way believed her there was no way this man i loved who i shared my life with since age 16 could have.
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