I think you should tell your mother, and i think you may be surprised with her reaction I know i worried for a long time about telling my mom the things i felt guilty about But once i did tell her, i felt so much better, and nothing changed between us If your mom loves you unconditionally (as she should), it will be okay. And as a result you get lesbianism It would explain higher rates of lesbianism today.
He has told me i'm the daughter he never had and i felt very pleased that he liked me. We are 4 members mom ,dad, me and my younger brother We all love each others but don't show.we all live together but me and my dad don't talk too much I daily talk to my mom but only when i need her help ( for food, water etc). My dad would molest me again that weekend when he had me alone for a couple hours while my mom went shopping He gave me oral sex again and after that, it became the norm
Most of the other times he did it are a blur for how often it would occur, but i remember the first time very vividly as you. Perhaps accidental killing with a mbp, due to their abuse. I was at the pool with my 4 year old daughter, her friend and her friend's mom yesterday My daughter had arm bands on since she doesn't swim yet Her friend sat at the edge of the deep side and jumped in while her mom caught her My daughter insisted she wanted to do the same.
I knew if my mom or anyone found out, it would I had become so addicted to the feeling, i kept it a secret and took measures with my dad to avoid getting caught.
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